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  Praise for

  PROMISES to KEEP

  National Bestseller

  “At once dizzyingly romantic and tremendously adventurous, this novel also serves as a poignant reminder of the senseless toll the violence of war can take—and the incredible lengths of heroism humans will go to in order to survive and rescue the ones they love.”

  —Toronto Star

  “Fascinating, harrowing, illuminating, this is a gripping love story. Graham sheds light on a dark chapter of Canadian history, immersing the reader in 1755 Grand Pré, making vivid the flames and the pain of the Acadians deported from their idyllic homeland.”

  —Beth Powning, bestselling author of A Measure of Light

  “In this beautifully written, meticulously researched novel of the Acadian expulsion from Grand Pré in 1755, Genevieve Graham crafts an uncompromising glimpse into the anguish of war and the eventual triumph of love. A must read for fans of Canadian history.”

  —Kaki Warner, bestselling author of Pieces of Sky

  Praise for

  TIDES of HONOUR

  National Bestseller

  “[Graham] has delivered a book that reads like a love letter to a time and place that figures largely in our national identity: Halifax in 1917.”

  —The Globe and Mail

  “Fans of Gabaldon and other historical fiction/romance writers will lap this up for the classy, fast-moving, easy-to-read, and absorbing book that it is—with some Canadian history to boot.”

  —Winnipeg Free Press

  “Evocative of place and time, a novel blending tragedy and triumph in a poignant and uplifting tale that’s sure to leave its mark upon your heart.”

  —Susanna Kearsley, bestselling author of A Desperate Fortune

  “Audrey is a strong female character, a hallmark of Graham’s books.”

  —The Chronicle Herald

  “Travel back to 1917 and explore a world of suffragettes, Bolsheviks, and the Great War—and the love story that illuminates them all.”

  —Jon Tattrie, author of Black Snow

  “A moving Maritime story of love, loss, and the human spirit.”

  —Lesley Crewe, author of Relative Happiness and Kin

  For Dwayne

  A Note to the Reader

  During the Second World War, U-boats (Unterseeboot, or “undersea boat”) were called the greatest threat to Allied victory, and it was common knowledge that “wolf packs” of U-boats patrolled the many nooks and crannies along Canada’s east coast. In May 1942, U-213 navigated the great Fundy tide and quietly delivered Lieutenant A. Langbein, a German spy, to a tiny inlet in New Brunswick. The same month, U-553 surfaced in the Saint John Harbour and spied for five days, sending wireless transmissions to Germany every night without anyone taking notice. Between 1942 and 1944, fifteen U-boats infiltrated Canadian waters, sinking twenty-three ships. This became known as the Battle of the Gulf of St. Lawrence.

  Along the Eastern Shore of Nova Scotia, legends persist about U-boats skulking in our deep harbours, and one tale in particular offers an interesting twist. The locals tell an unlikely—but ostensibly true—story about a dance in late 1942 that was attended by a few unexpected guests. Evidently craving social interaction outside their own crew, a half dozen or so German sailors left their U-boat one chilly evening and took advantage of the opportunity to temporarily forget about the war and enjoy a night of entertainment instead. How could their commander have allowed this unorthodox lapse of discipline? We don’t know. What conversations might the sailors and the locals have had in that dimly lit community hall? Did anyone risk a dance with the visitors? Again, we’ll never know. But we can imagine the possibilities.

  PROLOGUE

  September 1939

  The bittersweet truth these days was that there was a lot less laundry to hang. Standing on tiptoe, Grace clipped her father’s blue-checked shirt to the line, then reached for the next. The wind saw her working and rushed in to help, turning the shirts to balloons and flapping the sleeves so they seemed to wave towards the sea, and she paused from her work to appreciate the moment.

  Sunlight sparkled off the water like diamonds, and a fishing boat drifted by. Grace had seen all kinds of boats in her twenty-one years living on Bakers Point. She’d watched the small in-shore fishing boats leave before sunrise and return in the dark of night, and she’d been aboard dories, schooners, rowboats, and canoes. Most were simple crafts past their primes, badly in need of paint and patching, but others were more impressive. These days all of them were overshadowed by the distant silhouettes of destroyers patrolling the shoreline. Those were quite a sight, and one Grace could not bear to watch.

  Once upon a time her parents had sailed from Halifax all the way here, to East Jeddore, on a small white schooner with three young orphaned boys they’d rescued from the shattered debris of the Halifax Explosion. A few months later, Grace had come along and become their sister. As a family they’d built the fish plant, which supported not only them but the fishermen along the shore. Things sure had changed since then.

  Grace picked up another shirt, pinned it roughly to the line, and reached for the next.

  Her brothers were all grown up now, riding ugly metal ships somewhere, taking separate paths to a faraway war, while she stayed home to gut fish and babysit.

  Harry was with the merchant marine, transporting supplies for the Allies. Blinded in one eye by the Halifax Explosion twenty years before, he hadn’t been able to join the Royal Canadian Navy like his twin brother. Eugene was aboard the destroyer HMCS Sackville. His job was to hunt the greatest threat in the war: the German submarines. Just thinking of U-boats made Grace shudder. The creatures reminded her of sharks, the way they prowled silently beneath convoys of merchant ships like Harry’s, shadowing their prey until they could take them out one by one.

  The twins had always loved the sea, rode it like they were born to it, but their younger brother Norman stayed away from the water whenever he could.

  “I don’t like not knowing what’s under my feet,” he said once. “The ocean’s black and deep and filled with creatures I don’t want to meet. Sure, I can live by the water, but when it comes right down to it, I’d rather not live on it.”

  So he’d chosen the army. Her father had tried everything to talk him out of it, even speaking unexpectedly about his own horrible experiences in the Great War. He’d said the glory of invading the land was nothing when compared to the hell of being left to die on a burnt-out field, his severed leg lying a few feet away.

  But Norman’s mind was set. “I’m not you, Dad. You’ll see. I’ll come back in one piece. But I won’t do that until I’ve blown a few Nazis to kingdom come.”

  And off he’d gone to enlist.

  How could it have only been two weeks since they’d all gathered around the Halifax Harbour and said goodbye?

  “Come on, Grace,” Norman had said. “No more crying. I’ll be back before you know it. Hey, maybe by then you’ll have finally found a man. But don’t get married without me, okay? I want to be at that party.”

  She’d almost laughed at that. Some of her friends were already married with children. Grace, well, she’d never even been kissed. Worse than that, she’d never met a boy she wanted to kiss. To make her brother happy, she’d wiped her tears and smiled bravely up at him. Then he’d turned and boarded his ship.

  The three Baker boys waved farewell from the decks, standing sharp and proud in their uniforms, their copper hair shining in the sun. Everyone on the docks flapped white handkerchiefs, then used them to dab away tears. Long after she’d lost sight of her brothers, Grace stood watching, wondering what they were thinking. She knew they were courageous, and she understood that their efforts to defeat the hateful German forces
were important. She was so proud of them. They were much braver than she could ever be. Really, they were much more everything than she was.

  With them gone, what am I supposed to do?

  Tucking her hair back under her kerchief, she bent to pick up her basket, then hoisted it onto one hip. She scanned the water one more time, but she knew she wouldn’t see the answer she sought.

  She’d never promised Norman she’d stop crying. Couldn’t have promised that in a million years. But she’d smiled through the agony as she’d waved farewell to him and the others. She’d smiled for the children and their parents when they were weak. But when she was alone—which felt like most of the time—she let the tears come.

  Everyone said the war would be over quick. That they’d be home soon. Grace tried hard to believe them, to convince herself it wasn’t so bad. But as she made her way to the house, she felt a familiar sinking sensation in her gut. It was hard to believe anything would ever be the same again.

  PART ONE

  Grace Baker

  ONE

  August 1942

  The heat was a living thing, and cicadas screeched maniacally from hidden perches. Sunlight streamed through the leaves overhead, painting polka dots on the road under Grace’s feet, and she felt a bead of perspiration run down her back. July had been wet and miserable, but the closer they got to the end of the summer, the hotter and dryer it became. Like summer figured it was running out of time and had better make an impression while it still could. The only thing that had saved her during her long shift at Gardner’s Store today was the brand new General Electric fan, all sixteen glorious rotating inches of it. If she could have stood in front of that thing the entire day she would have, not the least bit worried about how it tangled her hair. After all, it wouldn’t matter if her hair was a mess if she died from overheating, she reasoned.

  By the end of her shift she had become so attached to the fan that she’d decided to buy one for the family and carry it home. In these days of patched dresses and mended stockings, it felt good to buy something new. She wished they could take care of a few more things, like change the wallpaper in the sitting room, do more than cover the hole in the couch with a blanket, but times were tight and manpower was scarce. The damn war had raged on for three years and it was hard on everyone. At least today, she could replace their broken fan.

  She paused in the middle of the road to set down the box and wipe sweat off her forehead. The fan was heavy, but it’d be worth it. Her parents would be so relieved—once they got over the shock of her spending a week’s wages on this kind of luxury. They could put their feet up after a long day and relax in the refreshing cool air, just like the whole family used to do. Except it would only be the three of them this time. How long before Eugene, Harry, and Norman feel the wind of this fan on their faces? she wondered.

  Her family tried not to talk too much about the boys, about what they might be doing, feeling, seeing. And often that meant they didn’t talk at all. A few months after they had gone, the oppressive silence had gotten so much heavier because her uncle Tommy had gone and done the unthinkable: lost at sea. He’d been out fishing like the Bakers had done for generations, but his boat had come back empty, carrying nothing but stories it couldn’t tell.

  “The sea can be a cruel, cruel mistress,” her stiff-lipped father had said at the funeral, “but my brother loved her anyway. Maybe she just—” He’d pressed his fingers hard to his brow, then taken a determined breath before speaking again. “Maybe she just loved him so much she couldn’t do without him anymore.”

  Lost at sea, they called it. Lost. Grace could almost imagine what that had been like for him, because for the past three years that’s how she had felt. Like her mind had filled with the same cold, unrelenting murk that had swallowed her uncle, and she couldn’t see her way through.

  The war was not going well. The Nazis had taken over much of Europe, and America still wasn’t fighting. It seemed Canada was the only ally providing any help at all to the struggling British. In the summer of 1941 Germany had attacked Russia, breaking an earlier pact, but Russia had refused to crumble. Then December had come, and Japan had roared through the sky and dropped screaming bombs on Pearl Harbour. Her father said the Japs had hoped to cripple American forces with that attack, but they had done just the opposite. Finally, finally, the American hive had been jostled enough, and the red, white, and blue hornets had burst out of their nest to fight back with a vengeance.

  But nothing had changed for her brothers. Harry and Eugene were still floating on the Atlantic, and Norman was somewhere in Europe, getting shot at. Did they ever get used to it? To the explosions and bullets intended for them? How could anyone? She got letters from all three boys fairly regularly, but as much as she loved the missives they were still just pencil on paper. She would give anything to wrap her arms around the real things, to listen to them tease and laugh. That was the one thing she prayed for: to have them home again.

  “Remember,” she muttered to the sky, “I’m talking about all three brothers. Just sending me one or two will not do.”

  Not much had changed for Grace, either, other than working at the store. She woke up before the sun had risen, got dressed, fed herself, did her chores, then went to work and came home again in time to help her mother make supper.

  “Men are dying by the thousands, and I sell groceries,” she grumbled to the trees. “My brothers are being shot at, and I do laundry.”

  She got to a break in the trees and the heat from above hit her full force, as did a hovering throng of black flies. Flapping one hand around her head and hanging tight to the fan with the other, she sprinted far enough that the vicious bugs couldn’t keep up, but it was too hot to run any farther.

  When she finally walked into the house she spotted her father on his favourite chair in the sitting room, reading the paper. The radio was halfway through “Sleepy Lagoon” and Harry James’s trumpet was soaring. Her father looked so comfortable she debated disturbing him, but then she noticed the sweat trickling down the side of his face.

  “Do I have a surprise for you!” she declared. She crouched with her back to him, not wanting him to know what was in the box yet.

  “Good day at work?” he asked, turning a page.

  “Oh, sure. Same old thing. But this,” she said, whirling around with the fan in her hands, “is going to change everything!”

  His reaction was worth much more than what she’d paid for the fan. Quick as she could she plugged it in and aimed it directly at him. He closed his eyes and exhaled, long and satisfied.

  “Better?”

  He closed the rattling newspaper. “My darling daughter, you are a genius.”

  The Bakers were one of the few families in the area lucky enough to have electricity. Just before the war started, her father, brothers, and uncles had helped build the power line coming from Lakeville, setting poles through Jeddore. The first time the family had gathered around that brand new lamp, they had pulled the chain, then cheered when electric light filled the room. It was still an extravagance, and she loved it.

  Grace settled in the chair next to her father’s and shut her eyes as well, savouring the cool air as it tickled her face. They sat in blissful silence for a few moments, but the quiet reminded her—as it always did—of all the voices she didn’t hear anymore.

  “I miss them, Dad. Still.”

  “Three years is a long time,” he agreed, “but not long enough to forget, thank God.”

  She wasn’t looking at him, wasn’t looking at anything really, but from the corner of her eye she was aware of him watching her. Now was as good a time as any to ask what she’d been wondering for so long, but the words were harder to say than she’d expected.

  “Do you wish I’d gone too?”

  She’d asked herself that question so many times. Should she go? Did she want to go, or was she too afraid? Or was it simply that she was selfish?

  Her father sat up taller. “Absolutely not.
”

  “I mean I still could,” she went on, staring at her lap. “Not actually fighting, obviously, but a lot of women are volunteering as Wrens, doing whatever’s needed. Should I do that?”

  “Is that what you want to do?”

  “Sometimes I think maybe I should.” She slumped. “It’s not like I’m doing anything important here. I just work at a store. Everyone else is fighting for our country, making a difference.”

  “What do you wish you were doing?”

  “I don’t know. Something useful.”

  “We need you, Grace. You are essential around here. When you’re not at the store, you’re working here, helping your mom, your aunts, the children. You help me at the plant, too. I can’t think of a single aspect of this place that you don’t help with.”

  “Really?”

  “Certainly.” He cleared his throat. “And when all the work’s done, the truth is I feel better knowing you’re safe here with us. So I guess you’re helping me that way, too. Of course, I really don’t know what your mother would do without you.”

  “Maman would be fine.”

  He thought about that. “She’s strong, but she needs you.”

  Maman needed her. The children, the aunts, the business, the store, all needed her. If that was true, then why did she feel so guilty all the time?

  “Does it ever bother you that I’m not married?”

  “No. You’ll marry when you’ve found a man that means something to you. The truth is, none of the boys out here are good enough for you.”

  That was nice to hear, but it didn’t really help.

  “When you get around to it, my Grace, your babies are going to be beautiful.”

  “Dad!”

  He winked. “Don’t worry. Someone’s gonna come around sometime, and he’s going to knock your socks off.”

  “You really think so?”

  “Sure. But he’s gonna have to knock my socks off, too. I’m not letting you run off with just any Tom, Dick, or Harry. You’re too special for that. You’re my girl.”